of dark blood and fucking ☥ gore. bdsm. occult. macabre. .:ask:.about ~ networks ~ ॐ Tumblr (3.0; @succubine)http://succubine.tumblr.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/c0d1ded6d091d6ffe1ea303bdac89da7/tumblr_mn2yaxiHgI1rw314so1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50926745344http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50926745344Mon, 20 May 2013 15:43:45 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/99e0ad711a4cd0087b991a0a40dbde73/tumblr_mmv15rM84T1qj59pro1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50912532531http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50912532531Mon, 20 May 2013 11:54:49 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6e2a81cdbb561df881b06228e1020cc3/tumblr_mhpmysoOOI1s30in1o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50911770996http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50911770996Mon, 20 May 2013 11:40:48 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lrhcn5IBA61qggrq9o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50911758919http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50911758919Mon, 20 May 2013 11:40:35 -0400bondagegothicbdsm<p>i&#8217;ve grown weary of the taste of poison, the sound of flowers opening in the morning shadow. tonight, the moon still swells with anticipation, and the stinging in my soul has not let up. </p> <p>sometimes, i wonder if it is worth continuing; this life with my breast bared to the blade, and my wrists begging to be opened, drained. there is an illness that lives inside of me, beneath the artificial light emitting from this calcified heart, a clockwork forever impervious to the outside. </p> <p>the moon watches, unremittingly. the space beneath my ribcage is hollow. ennui perches itself on my shoulder like an awful bird, the baying of my subconscious echoes. i become impervious to the sound of my beating heart, and for a second, my physical being is enshrouded in a beautiful numbness. a numbness that i could easily visualize myself walking unto the edge of the world for, a numbness that could penetrate voraciously through my crustacean core. </p> <p>i worship him as he licks the salt off of my body, arches the base of his spine, the way he loses control. and then i find myself smiling, because i have him right where i want him.</p> <p>and he wants to be there as badly as i want him there. my soul grows feverish and my hands tremble, anticipating thorns, pain</p> <p>accepting the love i thought i deserved</p> <p>and the sun stares me straight in the eye</p> <p>he is mine, all mine</p> <p>the echo of my shadow, the reverberations of my soul in response to the slightest touch - i beg for immortality with every last fiber, i beg for love with every gaze, every stupid daydream</p> <p>i am hollow. </p> <p>sometimes, i yield to the way the light hits my eyes. sometimes, i grow soft. </p> <p>sometimes, i am grateful for every single time i&#8217;ve wanted to die. i am humbled at the opportunity i have been given to inhabit this skin, and to gaze at this world differently at every blink.</p> <p>[thank you, medication. thank you incoherence, inebriation, decay. thank you, transubstantiation, thank you scars and stitches and never knowing what quite to say</p> <p>and my heart breaks for every heart i&#8217;ve broken on the road to finding myself. loving myself, and all of my manifestations ~</p> <p>sometimes, i will respawn. sometimes i am infinite</p> <p>sometimes</p>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50911139969http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50911139969Mon, 20 May 2013 11:28:00 -0400personalstream of consciousness<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4813644ca70b6771a3e79337d2424597/tumblr_mk13aeoFks1qghqjwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50900885057http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50900885057Mon, 20 May 2013 07:35:46 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/5a4ce5b3219bfda76de4b4fcd6ddd7a0/tumblr_mn3gucMH2N1rcu9sbo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Hypomania</p>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50900332856http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50900332856Mon, 20 May 2013 07:20:36 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4fc5dc328e27f22fc66cd87d0dda65ff/tumblr_mez318V8fa1r5kgm8o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868729861http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868729861Sun, 19 May 2013 21:00:55 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mchc8zFgqk1qizi55o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868721841http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868721841Sun, 19 May 2013 21:00:48 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/85819db7f6e1c8e91be000e682d8d7ba/tumblr_mn2fys4HnW1s5syojo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868706906http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868706906Sun, 19 May 2013 21:00:36 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d7ed1dc773a935b87fd4cbfe7038de66/tumblr_mmv016bI0r1r35ggmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868686477http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868686477Sun, 19 May 2013 21:00:21 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e6cb14c73665a7bbf50b88d5a5a3288a/tumblr_mi50sthQ9B1rmmbzko1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868665995http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868665995Sun, 19 May 2013 21:00:04 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/abce0bef5e96dca5136e5da0bbecfc56/tumblr_mmm9jekIYD1r0eun6o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868648134http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868648134Sun, 19 May 2013 20:59:49 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6e4a9637fdd0e89106eacd6fb05982cd/tumblr_mmz4o5nzRW1qa18sao1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868603769http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868603769Sun, 19 May 2013 20:59:12 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcz4v3osZ41r7whg3o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868595349http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50868595349Sun, 19 May 2013 20:59:04 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/859d6d421b015063a08cefcbb0b4a41e/tumblr_mmt6nnG6cc1rhcavzo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50653855647http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50653855647Fri, 17 May 2013 10:46:25 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me43tdqVnv1qh2olgo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50653847801http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50653847801Fri, 17 May 2013 10:46:14 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9erkk7xna1qciafbo1_r3_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50653839114http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50653839114Fri, 17 May 2013 10:46:03 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lw5lktqmAl1qfpn1do1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50448646880http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50448646880Tue, 14 May 2013 18:14:34 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a16ff9496b7db9c701108f31e853ef05/tumblr_mmrmpttfrl1qc6jk9o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50448543556http://succubine.tumblr.com/post/50448543556Tue, 14 May 2013 18:13:08 -0400